Love me this way

"I don't fit in in Tinder world and fake, forced dates. I am not for one night stand. And online love. I am not type of girl who will sitting in caffe bar with my boyfriend, both of us scrolling news feed. I am so happy I am not them. I am a type of woman you need to try harder. Let’s go to night drives in the car while listening to music loudly- going nowhere. Let’s go to the rooftop and watch the sunset, but stay there until 04.a.m. and showing each other our deepest parts of ourselves. I want to know your favourite childhood memory and what makes you get out of the bed everyday. I want you to know mine vulnerability. I want you to be passionate about me, wanting to know every detail about my personality. True interest is powerful. Be here for me while I am at my worst. Believe in me when I don’t. Read me a book while I struggle to fall asleep and play with my curly hair. Just hold my hand when words are useless. Let’s eat healthy breakfast, but go sometimes to after parties too and come home after three days. Let’s buy a beer and play video games. Let's make our house home for international friends and couchsurfers. Let's meet people. And make strong friendships with smart ones. Don't cheat on me and doing things behind my back when we can go to S&M party together. Let’s paint in our living room on rainy day while Lou Reed is playing in background. Let’s adopt two more puppies. And travel the world. You can find me in art galleries or music festival. It can be airport or maybe poetry nights, who knows. You will recognise me when you look into my eyes. You will be attracted to me. And you will smile, because true intimacy exist. True love exist. But it’s never forced. It’s never on Tinder. And it’s never when you are single and lonely and you want to go out with your friends partying in hope you will find true love like this one." - Dona Bueno